Saturday, July 5, 2008

Speak


Do you remember what used to be cool? Do you remember what used to be lame? Did you hate the fucking fashion statement glued to everyones foreheads? Maybe you can deny yourself the truth on the outside but I know it's killing you within. You know, sometimes I wish I could revert back to childhood, be a small helpless little girl, cause sometimes I wonder if I really wanna be in the shoes I'm wearing today. No matter how sweet the shoes are, wouldn't childhood be that much sweeter? Cause I'm through with high school and terrified of the next step, the next jump, the next leap into adulthood and doing my own laundry, cooking my own meals. Shit, that's terrifying. I'm gonna be eight hours away from the place I call home in the beautiful place we call Ottawa. It'll all be worth it though. When I finish those four years and walk out with a degree. Then I can go write that book or something.
I'm thinking too far ahead these days. It's still only July and I got a shift at video world in 10.

1 comment:

Sidharth Ullal said...

college is a lot of fun! don't be afraid of doin ur laundry.. it'll take u a MAX of 1 month to get used to livin on ur own!
oh n in college, u can re-invent urself.. u can become the lil grl again if u really want to. Its all upto u really
cheers!!